Down-side up.

At The Foot Of The Mountain by Pursue It! on Polyvore.com

Life is so utterly beautiful to me right now. I'm waiting with clenched fists under a presentiment that something shitty and disastrous is about to happen because my life feels too stupendous right now to be really happening. After years of sorrow, loneliness, anxiety, and not knowing my place in the world, suddenly I am overwhelmed with life and a sense that things are working their way(s) out. 


And now I am filled with angst because this ineffable joy is not normal. Why can't I just soak this up? Why am I waiting for something to crash and my life to turn upside down again?

my cup runneth.

I love being a best friend. It is the most relaxing role I could have in life. As a best friend, I can be an emotional wreck, with mangled hair, dressed in pajamas, complaining about the most insignificant things, (all of which I have been at some point), and still be cherished. Sanyelle is dependable, delightful, and d...I can't think of any more 'd' words to elaborate on her greatness, but that girl certainly makes my cup runneth over.