no pain, no gain.

I try so many times

But it's not taking me

And it seems so long ago

That I used to believe

And I'm so lost inside of my head

And crazy

But I cant get out of it

I'm just stumbling

And I'm juggling all the thoughts in my head

I'm juggling and my fears on fire

But I'm listening as it evolved in my head

I'm balancing on one fine wire

And I remember the time my balance was fine

And I was just walking on one fine wire

I remember the time my balance was fine

And I was just walking on one fine wire

But It's frayed at both the ends

And I'm slow unraveling

Life plays such silly games inside of me

And I've felt some distant cries following

And their entwined between the night and sun beams

I wish I were free from this pain in me

But it's frayed at both the ends

And I'm slow unraveling

And I remember the time my balance was fine

And I was just walking on one fine wire

-Colbie Caillat

I know...lame, right? This is my personal blog. A place to post my own thoughts.

I feel that as humans, we were made to share. Sometimes I cannot articulate what I feel, but a certain song or poem or book I read nails it right on the bullseye. This song was one of those songs. It is what I feel.

DISCLAIMER: I am not one of those people who like to drown themselves in self-pity, and rise out of the water kicking and screaming for everyone to see. I realize that others have issues far worse than I could even imagine. My life is not that bad. Actually, it is quite pleasant. I simply am going through a personal trial in my life. That's all, no biggie.