Down-side up.

At The Foot Of The Mountain by Pursue It! on Polyvore.com

Life is so utterly beautiful to me right now. I'm waiting with clenched fists under a presentiment that something shitty and disastrous is about to happen because my life feels too stupendous right now to be really happening. After years of sorrow, loneliness, anxiety, and not knowing my place in the world, suddenly I am overwhelmed with life and a sense that things are working their way(s) out. 


And now I am filled with angst because this ineffable joy is not normal. Why can't I just soak this up? Why am I waiting for something to crash and my life to turn upside down again?

beeeeee happy. jump for joy.

Life. is. good. by sashanaomi on Polyvore.com

"Life is something that everyone should try at least once."
-Henry J. Tillman

I am currently having trouble with negativity. Or, should I say, having trouble being positive. Listening to music, change of perspective, holding babies, drinking coffee and making polyvores is healing me slowly.

I hate times like these, when I cannot write and I cannot think and I wish life was different but I don't know how or why. Just different. Pinch me and wake me up.